every little thing

I have been writting in a journal more, so I blog less... sorry about that. I guess part of this soul being still equals my internal dialogue taking a back seat as well. I like it. I think too much sometimes. Last night I was up half the night thinking... thinking... ugh... thinking...

But just so it is known... Life is really good right now. Several things are in the works.

1st
I am leaving my singles ward and will be teaching the 5&6 year olds in the Swahili branch. They are easy to love. Last week I sat next to Frita in a yellow dress. She colored a picture of jesus. On his face she colored several differnt colors. I think she wasnt sure what to color his face. At first I thought she was just little and the coloring was scribble... but then when it was time to put things away she scrambled to color the little girl at Jesus' feet in yellow... obviously representing little Frita in a bright yellow dress.

The service missionaries in the branch seem to be pretty freaked out by the primary... It is funny how they have a set idea of what church and primary is supposed to be. When I was a missionary in South Africa I remember primary in Peitermertizburg. They asked us to conduct primary that day, so that the adults in the ward could go to ward conferance... We were so busy doing missionary work we didnt really have time to plan... Luckily Sis. Ernhoffer is magic with kids and kept them mesmerized with her ways... I was petrified to stare at what seemed like hundreds of little faces staring back at me... They were all sitting together on the floor on a rug... Hundreds of kids sitting on a rug= sharing time... So there really were not hundreds, but I was so overwhelmed it felt that way...

My point... the service missionaries are pretty frantic because the primary is not totally organized and the non-english speaking children dont readily respond to their request for 'reverance'... but... its all going to be ok... I am really really really really excited to be kicked out of my singles ward... I am over it really... and its great that this branch opened just in time...
2nd
I am going to be a family mentor for a refugee family through the IRC... more details to come
3rd
There is this potential job/career I am hoping for... hopefully there will be more details later... I hear bits and peices... but... hmmm... waiting... just waiting
4th
I see my favorite Eve from the SLC temple at the gym sometimes... That makes me happy
5th
Even if the job prospect doesnt happen... I am really happy where I am...
6th
I love my apartment!
7th
boys. I like them. :)
8th
it is almost summer.
9th
Im going to Portland in a week to fall in love with my nephews all over again...
10th
I love walking home at the end of the day... I don't even want a car

There are more things... but I will stop here...

So I get these daily emails from Carol Tuttle. I thought I would share this one. You too have excitment just around the corner.

Choose right now that something very exciting is going to happen to you. Here is how to do it. You don't know what it is that's going to happen,or exactly when it will appear, but believe that there is definitely something cool that is just around the corner, awaiting your discovery.
Get so excited about this upcoming opportunity that you have butterflies in your tummy. Every time the phone rings, let yourself wonder if that is "it". Every time you go to the mailbox, think that maybe "it" is in there!
Then just watch what happens!
This is a great process to create great things in our lives. It works because your spirit self and the Universe know what is really wanted. You do not need to know in order to manifest it. In fact, by not knowing, you keep yourself and your doubts out of the way. This exercise helps you create a high joy vibration, which is all that is required to attract what is right in your life. If you are in a place of feeling really good, you can only attract that which is really wonderful to you.